Both my wife and my daughter are ill.
If you wish to experience the joy that is a sick infant, you can follow my guide below.
Step 1. Find an excited puppy.
Step 2. Take that puppy into your bathroom and stare into the mirror.
Step 3. Hold that puppy as still as you possibly can while screaming into your own face.
Step 4. Do this until the puppy falls asleep.
If your first thought is "the puppy won't fall asleep because I am screaming at my own face", then you are still too sane to have children, congratulations!
Because of this, I'm sure you can understand, I have a monstrous headache that will not leave me be, and this is all you get for an update today.
Happy Holidays.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
The F-word, and Pink
Last time, I’d mentioned that this next article would be about parents who try too hard. That is incorrect. In the spirit of the season, we’ll be talking about something else entirely.
(In the interest of not having my little wing of the family disowned forever, I think I must mention that this article is meant to be entirely overblown satire. I love my family, just as much as the family of my wife, and we're very blessed for all the love and attention they've given us.)
Since it is “that season”, let us today talk about the F word. You all know the F word, right? The F word, of course, is Fuck.
Fuck being what you say when you are bombarded by the other F word, Family.
Now, before I dive headfirst into an essay that I’m sure will guarantee Santa never visits my house again except to hurl the occasional brick of coal through my window, I’d like to at least mention that I am very, very lucky when it comes to my family. Both my blood family and that of my wife are very kind, giving, helpful people that have provided a support network that has kept our heads above water more than once.
So if they’re so loving and wonderful, what do I have to write about? It would be nice if your parents were the only people you had to deal with when you have a baby, however, such is not the case. Like some sort of horrid, dread gong, the arrival of a baby sends forth a pulse of attention. This siren call beckons any who can detect a certain scent, similar to bears and menstruation. Your estranged cousin? On his way. Your aunt who lives in that cabin in the woods and only comes around for Easter to tell you about how sinful you all are? Booked a flight. That crazy uncle that moved to Indonesia to become a hermit living only off of the yolks sucked from turtle eggs? Yeah, he’s just arrived at the hotel down the avenue.
I wish I could adequately describe to you this event. It isn’t possible, but I will try. Imagine yourself as an Egyptian during the time of Moses, and the walls of the Red Sea are crashing down around you. Now imagine that these massive walls of water are made up of human bodies who you barely know but you are supposed to allow into your house anyway and let them give you advice about how to raise your only child even though they have never raised a child of their own. Also they pinch cheeks.
The fortunate thing about all of this family, however, is that almost all of them bring you stuff. A significant portion of the time, this stuff is money. Now before you go thinking about having a child to collect early on what you think is your rightful inheritance, remember that this one time gain is overtaken quickly by long term diaper costs.
Second only to money, you will receive gifts of clothes. While this, in and of itself, is fantastic, there is a catch.
Somewhere, there exists a book. This book is as ancient as the stars, and contained within are the basic laws that govern the universe. Things such as Time, Thermodynamics and Gravity are detailed within its vast, eldritch pages. Within this book, there is a note. A tiny scribble written into the margins of the entry on Biology, added shortly after this galactic codex was sent to the galactic printers to be bound. This note states simply “Boys wear blue, Girls wear Pink.”. If one is to violate this rule, they will be beset on all sides by people who assume that dressing your baby girl in blue actually causes some horrible brain warping anomaly to appear and this will magically transform her into a gun-toting, football playing, bowl-haircut-wearing butch-dyke lesbian feminazi (not that there’s anything wrong with that). Some of the dirtiest looks I’ve ever gotten have been from people who’ve called my daughter a boy (such a handsome little boy!), and had me correct them (oh she’s a girl). The Look is a silent way of saying “DON’T YOU KNOW THE FUCKING RULE?!”.
Now I have to place equal blame on parents here. You see, a large portion of them have subscribed to this rule for a good portion of their lives as well, and thusly, when some Neanderthal dares call their child by the opposite sex, the very foundation of their belief that their baby is the cutest/most handsome little girl/boy ever born begins to crack. Usually the retaliation is The Look accompanied by a terse “SHE is a GIRL” or some equivalent.
This is inappropriate, not just because it’s rude, but also because it is incredibly stupid. All babies look fundamentally the same, like Winston Churchill.
Compare (click for big):
A noted statesman, orator and strategist.
Baby.
In addition to this near featureless, almost basset-hound looking face, there is nothing included in the baby package that could be listed as a “secondary sexual characteristic”. Yes, it would be easier to identify your little girl as a girl if she had D cups from day one, but I’ve got news for you. That news is that even your little boy will have C cups when he’s born, due to the influx of hormones from his mother, and after a few days, boy or girl, they will end up as flat as a board for a good 12 years or so. After that what your boy decides to do with his chest is up in the air…er, so to speak.
I’ll let you in on a little secret here. Pink, blue, green, or yellow? Your baby does not care. She has no preference, no subtle understanding of the concepts of tone. When first born, your baby can’t even see color, and thusly will not be making any choices about which flowers you should set up in the bedroom to match the duvet, paint an impressionist painting twenty feet high, or make any fashion choices, no matter how much pink you set her up with. Let her work on figuring out the many points of articulation on her own fingers or at least that her feet aren’t some alien creature attached to her bottom half before pushing societal pressures like feminization on her, ok?
My daughter looks terrible and sickly in most pink colors. Blue brings out her eyes. Simple as that.
Thirding Money and Clothes is Food. Astonishingly, I have nothing to complain about about this. Food is awesome, and the less cooking/dishes you have to do, the better your life will be. Food, again, is awesome and your family is awesome for bringing it to you.
One of the primary downsides to Family is simply that, after nine months of knowing your child is going to be born, you have certain ideas about how you plan on raising your child. You want things to be a certain way to build up habits and traditions of your own, and you certainly don’t want anything that you perceive as a danger anywhere near your precious child. If you’re as lucky as I am, you also get to spend some time with your child before the deluge of family breaks over your home. This opportunity allowed my wife and me to build up some habits and preference about how our daughter was treated, and scheduled. Your Family, however, has little or no regard for any of this and will cause your entire, fragile little world to come crumbling quickly down.
Like a wrecking ball, your family’s job is to identify cracks in your façade, points of weakness, and use those to cause your entire structure to violently implode, getting bonus points if they do it within a certain amount of time. Jenga is no longer the family game of choice.
By far the most intrusive to our lives were repeatedaccusations suggestions that we weren’t keeping the baby warm enough. To family, a baby cannot *be* warm enough. In a house in which “room temperatures” are high enough to cause lizards to spontaneously evolve sweat glands, you would think that she’d be safe, but no, some relative has to come along and inform the parents of said child that she needs a hat. A good ninety percent of holiday dialogue will revolve around the child’s need for a hat. The child being inside has no effect on this. The child already wearing a hat has no effect on this. The child being perfectly happy has no effect on this. It does not feel pain, it can’t be reasoned with, and you are at its horrible mercy!
Once you’ve adorned the child with a hat (or a second hat, or a third), you begin to realize that nothing could possibly keep the baby warm enough to meet your family’s criteria.
This is an actual conversation from Thanksgiving*.
“This baby is cold, you better put a hat on this baaaaby!”
“Oh put some mittens on this baaaby!”
“Her feet are cold you better but some socks on this baaaaaby!”
“Oh she’s cryin’ you better put a blanket on this baaaaby!”
“Its cold in here you better put some fire on this baaaaby!”
“The baby is cold somebody get some hot magma for this baaaaaby!”
*may not be an actual conversation
It was at that point that we decided to leave. We probably should have left after the fire suggestion, but hey, free pie!
Inspired by the fantastic Baby Owners Manual, I’ve created some helpful diagrams that you can reference when visiting family over the holidays with your new baby.
Fig 1. The baby at rest. This example shows the baby as she commonly is.
Fig 2. The baby at rest-er. This example shows the baby how the parents wish her to be.
Fig 3. Get the hell away from my child. This example shows the baby as the family would have her, if they could pry her from my cold, dead hands.
I hope this prepares you a bit, but nothing can ever save you.
And now, the bonus content I'd promised you.
One icon, so you can remember how screwed you are;
And two baby icon wallpapers, 1024 x 768, if you'd like a different resolution that can be arranged. Yes, one of them is pink. Enjoy!
Blue or Pink
(In the interest of not having my little wing of the family disowned forever, I think I must mention that this article is meant to be entirely overblown satire. I love my family, just as much as the family of my wife, and we're very blessed for all the love and attention they've given us.)
Since it is “that season”, let us today talk about the F word. You all know the F word, right? The F word, of course, is Fuck.
Fuck being what you say when you are bombarded by the other F word, Family.
Now, before I dive headfirst into an essay that I’m sure will guarantee Santa never visits my house again except to hurl the occasional brick of coal through my window, I’d like to at least mention that I am very, very lucky when it comes to my family. Both my blood family and that of my wife are very kind, giving, helpful people that have provided a support network that has kept our heads above water more than once.
So if they’re so loving and wonderful, what do I have to write about? It would be nice if your parents were the only people you had to deal with when you have a baby, however, such is not the case. Like some sort of horrid, dread gong, the arrival of a baby sends forth a pulse of attention. This siren call beckons any who can detect a certain scent, similar to bears and menstruation. Your estranged cousin? On his way. Your aunt who lives in that cabin in the woods and only comes around for Easter to tell you about how sinful you all are? Booked a flight. That crazy uncle that moved to Indonesia to become a hermit living only off of the yolks sucked from turtle eggs? Yeah, he’s just arrived at the hotel down the avenue.
I wish I could adequately describe to you this event. It isn’t possible, but I will try. Imagine yourself as an Egyptian during the time of Moses, and the walls of the Red Sea are crashing down around you. Now imagine that these massive walls of water are made up of human bodies who you barely know but you are supposed to allow into your house anyway and let them give you advice about how to raise your only child even though they have never raised a child of their own. Also they pinch cheeks.
The fortunate thing about all of this family, however, is that almost all of them bring you stuff. A significant portion of the time, this stuff is money. Now before you go thinking about having a child to collect early on what you think is your rightful inheritance, remember that this one time gain is overtaken quickly by long term diaper costs.
Second only to money, you will receive gifts of clothes. While this, in and of itself, is fantastic, there is a catch.
Somewhere, there exists a book. This book is as ancient as the stars, and contained within are the basic laws that govern the universe. Things such as Time, Thermodynamics and Gravity are detailed within its vast, eldritch pages. Within this book, there is a note. A tiny scribble written into the margins of the entry on Biology, added shortly after this galactic codex was sent to the galactic printers to be bound. This note states simply “Boys wear blue, Girls wear Pink.”. If one is to violate this rule, they will be beset on all sides by people who assume that dressing your baby girl in blue actually causes some horrible brain warping anomaly to appear and this will magically transform her into a gun-toting, football playing, bowl-haircut-wearing butch-dyke lesbian feminazi (not that there’s anything wrong with that). Some of the dirtiest looks I’ve ever gotten have been from people who’ve called my daughter a boy (such a handsome little boy!), and had me correct them (oh she’s a girl). The Look is a silent way of saying “DON’T YOU KNOW THE FUCKING RULE?!”.
Now I have to place equal blame on parents here. You see, a large portion of them have subscribed to this rule for a good portion of their lives as well, and thusly, when some Neanderthal dares call their child by the opposite sex, the very foundation of their belief that their baby is the cutest/most handsome little girl/boy ever born begins to crack. Usually the retaliation is The Look accompanied by a terse “SHE is a GIRL” or some equivalent.
This is inappropriate, not just because it’s rude, but also because it is incredibly stupid. All babies look fundamentally the same, like Winston Churchill.
Compare (click for big):
A noted statesman, orator and strategist.
Baby.
In addition to this near featureless, almost basset-hound looking face, there is nothing included in the baby package that could be listed as a “secondary sexual characteristic”. Yes, it would be easier to identify your little girl as a girl if she had D cups from day one, but I’ve got news for you. That news is that even your little boy will have C cups when he’s born, due to the influx of hormones from his mother, and after a few days, boy or girl, they will end up as flat as a board for a good 12 years or so. After that what your boy decides to do with his chest is up in the air…er, so to speak.
I’ll let you in on a little secret here. Pink, blue, green, or yellow? Your baby does not care. She has no preference, no subtle understanding of the concepts of tone. When first born, your baby can’t even see color, and thusly will not be making any choices about which flowers you should set up in the bedroom to match the duvet, paint an impressionist painting twenty feet high, or make any fashion choices, no matter how much pink you set her up with. Let her work on figuring out the many points of articulation on her own fingers or at least that her feet aren’t some alien creature attached to her bottom half before pushing societal pressures like feminization on her, ok?
My daughter looks terrible and sickly in most pink colors. Blue brings out her eyes. Simple as that.
Thirding Money and Clothes is Food. Astonishingly, I have nothing to complain about about this. Food is awesome, and the less cooking/dishes you have to do, the better your life will be. Food, again, is awesome and your family is awesome for bringing it to you.
One of the primary downsides to Family is simply that, after nine months of knowing your child is going to be born, you have certain ideas about how you plan on raising your child. You want things to be a certain way to build up habits and traditions of your own, and you certainly don’t want anything that you perceive as a danger anywhere near your precious child. If you’re as lucky as I am, you also get to spend some time with your child before the deluge of family breaks over your home. This opportunity allowed my wife and me to build up some habits and preference about how our daughter was treated, and scheduled. Your Family, however, has little or no regard for any of this and will cause your entire, fragile little world to come crumbling quickly down.
Like a wrecking ball, your family’s job is to identify cracks in your façade, points of weakness, and use those to cause your entire structure to violently implode, getting bonus points if they do it within a certain amount of time. Jenga is no longer the family game of choice.
By far the most intrusive to our lives were repeated
Once you’ve adorned the child with a hat (or a second hat, or a third), you begin to realize that nothing could possibly keep the baby warm enough to meet your family’s criteria.
This is an actual conversation from Thanksgiving*.
“This baby is cold, you better put a hat on this baaaaby!”
“Oh put some mittens on this baaaby!”
“Her feet are cold you better but some socks on this baaaaaby!”
“Oh she’s cryin’ you better put a blanket on this baaaaby!”
“Its cold in here you better put some fire on this baaaaby!”
“The baby is cold somebody get some hot magma for this baaaaaby!”
*may not be an actual conversation
It was at that point that we decided to leave. We probably should have left after the fire suggestion, but hey, free pie!
Inspired by the fantastic Baby Owners Manual, I’ve created some helpful diagrams that you can reference when visiting family over the holidays with your new baby.
Fig 1. The baby at rest. This example shows the baby as she commonly is.
Fig 2. The baby at rest-er. This example shows the baby how the parents wish her to be.
Fig 3. Get the hell away from my child. This example shows the baby as the family would have her, if they could pry her from my cold, dead hands.
I hope this prepares you a bit, but nothing can ever save you.
And now, the bonus content I'd promised you.
One icon, so you can remember how screwed you are;
And two baby icon wallpapers, 1024 x 768, if you'd like a different resolution that can be arranged. Yes, one of them is pink. Enjoy!
Blue or Pink
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Wants vs. Needs
It is important to clarify that when I say that people are dumb for thinking that babies should be okay with being set down on their backs in a quiet room, I visit very little blame on the parents of said babies. New parents, as far as I’m concerned, are incapable of being guilty for crimes short of intentional neglect or straight up murder. Rather, the main bearer of my blame and anger about this, and in fact most things baby related is the baby industry and American baby culture itself.
Certainly, it is impossible to fully prepare any new parent for the journey that they are about to embark upon. However, when you compound that with every doctor trying to sell you their favorite home remedy, every baby book leaving out vital details or telling you to buy the products from every corporation trying to sell you their new, miracle crying cure that they’re just begging Oprah to shill and later turns out to be made of Chinese irradiated, lead embalmed, reconstituted brains from hoof-in-mouth cows, a new parent can end up very confused indeed. (Much like you probably are after wading through that sentence.)
Lets take a look at Babies R’ Us’ “baby needs checklist”.
stationary entertainer???
I’m going to tell you a secret here, we own about a quarter of that stuff. We own that little of their needs checklist and (as of this writing), our baby has yet to explode. Now, I am a father of only a six week old, and I suppose that in my inexperience it is completely possible that there will come a day that I touch an improperly warmed baby wipe (due to our lack of the proper warming device, you see.), and my baby will immediately crash, undoubtedly requiring a full format and restore. However, I put that in the “Highly Unlikely” category, right below “Genghis Kahn showing up to take the baby for just a night.”, and just above “actually having enough clean dishes to see the bottom of the sink for more than a night.”.
It is though, very easy to convince new parents that they absolutely must have the Stroller/baby carrier with pivoting chair, rear view mirrors, vibrating, heated seat, all terrain wheels, onboard point defense anti missile system, and oil slick dropper. The companies that produce these things are very lucky to have their chosen demographic. Parents to be are scared, nervous animals; eager for items to purchase that will alleviate their many fears. New parents are much the same but with the added, special sauce that we like to call “desperation”. You remember how it was in highschool? Where the object of your affections first ignored you, then had her boyfriend beat you up, installed barbed wire on the tree outside her window, and finally filed that restraining order that still keeps you out of that damn grocery store in Colorado Springs, all because you reeked of the perfume of desperation. Bitch.
Anyway, the point is that these companies are the exact opposite of that. Upon smelling your pregnancy, they will be all over you like flies on ca-ca. I’m fully convinced that most major pregnancy tests contain little RFID chips that notify companies of positive results on said tests, and within days, you’re awash in Similac samples, ads for sales at Babies R’ Us, and dollar off coupons for diapers at Target. (I’m fairly sure that this was developed by the same company that knows to send Victoria’s Secret catalogs to houses the very second the male children in them hit puberty.) My daughter got her first junk mail before she got her social security number. The only demographic that comes close to being such complete suckers are people about to get married. You know you didn’t need that baby seal skin wedding guest album, and you do feel kind of bad, but dammit it was the only one that went with the churches candelabra.
Now, honestly, it is nice enough to get free stuff every now and again, but I don’t want to feed our kid Simulac. Sorry, the baby on your packaging is creepy, and I don’t want your crap in my baby. Were I less ornery though, and more trusting of companies than I am, I could easily see myself pouring those samples down my daughter’s milk vacuum at the witching hour when I just need her to be quiet.
This stuff is everywhere, buffeting parents left and right until they’re so confused they’re finally forced to pick any port in the storm, trying the entire time to convince other parents to join them so that they feel validated in their choices (and doing the company’s advertising for them in the process.) . So when an “authority” such as Babies R Us, or “What to Expect When You’re Expecting”, rises above all the others on the shoulders of those parents, more and more people will cling to it, or at very least default to it. Therefore, I think said sources bear a responsibility for providing you with more actual information than advertisements, more facts, and less checklists for Crap You Do Not Need. A real checklist needs to look like this.
boob(s) is really sort of extravagant, actually.
See the difference? I knew you would.
Special Baby Update Section:
A yeast infection of the mouth. That, in a nutshell, is what Thrush is. Last week, our happy baby exploded (oh man I knew I should have bought that wipe warmer!) in fury and rage. Well, as much fury and rage as someone who can’t control their limbs can do so. No amount of “Cuddle Cure” is going to work when one of the chief steps involved (sucking) is the primary source of discontent. Thrush is apparently, “just one of those things that happens to some babies” such as gas, or constipation, or lycanthropy. However, as an astute person, I noticed that it miraculously appeared just after her father gave her her first bottle of formula.
Feeling like you’ve failed or somehow harmed your own child is one of the worst, most unhappy things I’ve ever felt, and I can get pretty emo…
But really, sometimes you just need to accept that you goof up, and you forget to wash a bottle’s nipple after dropping it in the toilet (kidding!!!), and move on.
Ultimately, babies, like their wolf and bear ancestors, are fairly logical creatures. They function on a simple tenant that they have some core needs, and if those core needs are not met, they cause other beings physical harm (wolves bite, bears claw, babies sonic blast.). To that end, I have developed some tools to provide babies with those core needs in as efficient a manner possible, some of which I will share with you for your own use and defense.
This is a flowchart that you can use to troubleshoot a crying baby. You’ll find that it is fairly logical, and takes you on a step by step journey that hopefully ends with a satisfied baby, wolf, bear, or possibly your laptop I don’t know
theory
However, I have to be honest with you, it really ends up working out like this;
reality
I wish you the best of luck, and have a happy Thanksgiving should you so choose to celebrate it.
Certainly, it is impossible to fully prepare any new parent for the journey that they are about to embark upon. However, when you compound that with every doctor trying to sell you their favorite home remedy, every baby book leaving out vital details or telling you to buy the products from every corporation trying to sell you their new, miracle crying cure that they’re just begging Oprah to shill and later turns out to be made of Chinese irradiated, lead embalmed, reconstituted brains from hoof-in-mouth cows, a new parent can end up very confused indeed. (Much like you probably are after wading through that sentence.)
Lets take a look at Babies R’ Us’ “baby needs checklist”.
stationary entertainer???
I’m going to tell you a secret here, we own about a quarter of that stuff. We own that little of their needs checklist and (as of this writing), our baby has yet to explode. Now, I am a father of only a six week old, and I suppose that in my inexperience it is completely possible that there will come a day that I touch an improperly warmed baby wipe (due to our lack of the proper warming device, you see.), and my baby will immediately crash, undoubtedly requiring a full format and restore. However, I put that in the “Highly Unlikely” category, right below “Genghis Kahn showing up to take the baby for just a night.”, and just above “actually having enough clean dishes to see the bottom of the sink for more than a night.”.
It is though, very easy to convince new parents that they absolutely must have the Stroller/baby carrier with pivoting chair, rear view mirrors, vibrating, heated seat, all terrain wheels, onboard point defense anti missile system, and oil slick dropper. The companies that produce these things are very lucky to have their chosen demographic. Parents to be are scared, nervous animals; eager for items to purchase that will alleviate their many fears. New parents are much the same but with the added, special sauce that we like to call “desperation”. You remember how it was in highschool? Where the object of your affections first ignored you, then had her boyfriend beat you up, installed barbed wire on the tree outside her window, and finally filed that restraining order that still keeps you out of that damn grocery store in Colorado Springs, all because you reeked of the perfume of desperation. Bitch.
Anyway, the point is that these companies are the exact opposite of that. Upon smelling your pregnancy, they will be all over you like flies on ca-ca. I’m fully convinced that most major pregnancy tests contain little RFID chips that notify companies of positive results on said tests, and within days, you’re awash in Similac samples, ads for sales at Babies R’ Us, and dollar off coupons for diapers at Target. (I’m fairly sure that this was developed by the same company that knows to send Victoria’s Secret catalogs to houses the very second the male children in them hit puberty.) My daughter got her first junk mail before she got her social security number. The only demographic that comes close to being such complete suckers are people about to get married. You know you didn’t need that baby seal skin wedding guest album, and you do feel kind of bad, but dammit it was the only one that went with the churches candelabra.
Now, honestly, it is nice enough to get free stuff every now and again, but I don’t want to feed our kid Simulac. Sorry, the baby on your packaging is creepy, and I don’t want your crap in my baby. Were I less ornery though, and more trusting of companies than I am, I could easily see myself pouring those samples down my daughter’s milk vacuum at the witching hour when I just need her to be quiet.
This stuff is everywhere, buffeting parents left and right until they’re so confused they’re finally forced to pick any port in the storm, trying the entire time to convince other parents to join them so that they feel validated in their choices (and doing the company’s advertising for them in the process.) . So when an “authority” such as Babies R Us, or “What to Expect When You’re Expecting”, rises above all the others on the shoulders of those parents, more and more people will cling to it, or at very least default to it. Therefore, I think said sources bear a responsibility for providing you with more actual information than advertisements, more facts, and less checklists for Crap You Do Not Need. A real checklist needs to look like this.
boob(s) is really sort of extravagant, actually.
See the difference? I knew you would.
Special Baby Update Section:
A yeast infection of the mouth. That, in a nutshell, is what Thrush is. Last week, our happy baby exploded (oh man I knew I should have bought that wipe warmer!) in fury and rage. Well, as much fury and rage as someone who can’t control their limbs can do so. No amount of “Cuddle Cure” is going to work when one of the chief steps involved (sucking) is the primary source of discontent. Thrush is apparently, “just one of those things that happens to some babies” such as gas, or constipation, or lycanthropy. However, as an astute person, I noticed that it miraculously appeared just after her father gave her her first bottle of formula.
Feeling like you’ve failed or somehow harmed your own child is one of the worst, most unhappy things I’ve ever felt, and I can get pretty emo…
But really, sometimes you just need to accept that you goof up, and you forget to wash a bottle’s nipple after dropping it in the toilet (kidding!!!), and move on.
Ultimately, babies, like their wolf and bear ancestors, are fairly logical creatures. They function on a simple tenant that they have some core needs, and if those core needs are not met, they cause other beings physical harm (wolves bite, bears claw, babies sonic blast.). To that end, I have developed some tools to provide babies with those core needs in as efficient a manner possible, some of which I will share with you for your own use and defense.
This is a flowchart that you can use to troubleshoot a crying baby. You’ll find that it is fairly logical, and takes you on a step by step journey that hopefully ends with a satisfied baby, wolf, bear, or possibly your laptop I don’t know
theory
However, I have to be honest with you, it really ends up working out like this;
reality
I wish you the best of luck, and have a happy Thanksgiving should you so choose to celebrate it.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
The Stages of Babyhood
A few weeks ago, I wrote the essay that would appear as the first entry in this journal, at the time of that writing my daughter was about three weeks old. The essay was written from my perspective about the first two days of her second week.
This is important to note because as babies get older their behaviour changes. There are several identifiable stages to a baby’s development.
Most pregnancy and early childcare books would have you believe that these stages are as follows;
Stage 1) Baby.
A baby, to these books writer’s minds, is your adorable offspring.
This is the product of your last nine months of exhaustion, and you have earned this joy. Babies are capable of making noises after a few weeks, and even smiling, isn’t that grand? Other things babies are capable of are recognizing their parent’s voices, focusing on black and white imagery, and melting the heart of the mother.
Stage 2) Walking.
The second stage, walking is characterized by a baby being able to walk. A walking baby is capable of making noises, eating solid foods, and, of course, walking. This is usually where these books wish you a fond farewell and good luck on your joyful journey intoparenthood motherhood.
The realities, as you might be expecting, are somewhat more intricate than that.
I) Newborn
A newborn is characterized chiefly by being able to breathe. Note that I say “able” to breathe. They are not particularly good at it. Newborn babies snuffle, snort, squeak and sneeze. Newborns are also able to eat. You will also note that I do not use the word “capable” here at all. While it is possible for them to do so, “capable” is not a word that describes, in any adequacy, a newborn baby’s capacity for eating.
In short, breastfeeding is not as instinctual as you might want it to be.
A newborn baby is characterized by the two above activities, punctuated by a deposit or two of the most vile spackle on the face of the planet Earth, known as meconium.
II) Less-New-Born
A less-new-born is about two weeks old, Characterized by the above, coupled with a change in the colour of the poop. Instead of being meconium, the stuff yellows to a mustardy goop, which has the special property of being almost magnetically attracted to baby feet. Specifically socks. Never before in my life had I imagined we would go through so many damned baby socks. A baby at this stage is also capable of screaming until she turns a color reminiscent of the Kool-Aid man.
More than once I expected the Crimson Crusader to burst through my wall and demand that I return his infant, punctuated by a hearty “OH YEAH!”.
oh no!
I imagine that this is less an effect of the crying, and more some sort of latent ability of humankind, not unlike that of the noble Jackson’s Chameleon. A baby at this stage is capable of changing colours, starting with a bright blue and rapidly shifting through spectrum blending in with things such as brick walls, fire engines, and that elevator in The Shining.
III) Less-Less-New-Born.
This is the stage my daughter is at now. My daughter is now comfortable enough to say “goo” (which I assure you is not simply a sterotype, I honestly thought that my wife was the one making the noise, articulate as it was.), giggle, smile, and spray her urine at her parents as though she was prepping her changing table for use as a slip n’ slide.
I mention most of this, because it is important to know that human babies are extraordinarily Stupid. As mentioned before, the basic animal instincts of “eat, fornicate, and get the hell out of the way” are there, but babies just can’t do anything about it. You see, Mother Nature, in all her glory, finally gifted human women with the amazing ability to die less when they gave birth. “How,” you might ask, “did Mother Nature accomplish this glorious task?”. To which I would answer, “You know how men get laughed at for pre-mature ejaculation? That’s just a trial run, baby, have another vodka tonic.”.
Babies, when they are born, are dumped out of the comfort of the womb about 3 months too damn early. Effectively, the bun from your oven is still doughy on the inside. In doing this, your baby’s head is significantly smaller than it will be three months later, and instead of being split open like the Reach Toothbrush Fliptop Head Guy, a mother gets the lovely parting gift of simply being torn open like a packet of airline peanuts. Ain’t Nature lovely?
There are several interesting things to know about this. The first is that most of the world is blissfully unaware of this fact. They do not know to tell you that your baby is fundamentally useless to you or to even herself during this period. As a matter of fact, the biggest detriment to your baby at this time is herself. She’s used to being packed in a waterbed, a thumb always at the ready for sucking, and a heavy metal soundtrack playing right in her ear every single second of every single day. Instinctually, she knows that that is the way things are supposed to be. So when we American idiot parents lay a baby to rest in a quiet room on her back, she wakes up to think that she’s fallen out of the womb, and cant even look behind her properly to see the bed she’s laying on to correct that notion. Add this, to her noting that she’s all alone with no thumb in her face, her theme music is gone, and she’s all of a sudden feeling like something has gone horribly wrong.
You probably noticed that I mention Americans above. I do this for a reason, but really when I say that, I mean industrialized “modern”, westernized cultures. We have, for some inane reason, decided that we don’t really like the idea of continuing the species that much, because it’s just too inconvenient. The companies we work for don’t have the time to deal with their employee’s snot nosed brats or the time that those employees selfishly steal from them in order to attend the heat seeking knee gremlin’s every whim.
So, in order to maintain the standard of living to which you have become accustomed, namely, having the ability to eat Food, our children need to come second next to Work. For this purpose, these cultures have evolved a very special retardation of the brain that makes us think that a near-fetus should be able to sleep through the night in an environment completely unfamiliar to them. It’s like the whole of these cultures somehow turned into X-Men with the special mutant power of “Act Like Babies Are Supposed To Want To Get Left To The Dingoes.”.
This needless to say, is incorrect. So called “primitive” cultures do a damn fine job raising their young, and in fact, many have never developed a word analogous to “colic”. This is in large part due to the fact that mothers tightly bind their children (similar to the tightness of the womb) , wear them and go about their daily lives (swaying them like they would be in the womb), and allow them to listen to the cacophony of daily life (you see where this is going.).
Keeping all of those things in mind has made parenting a cinch since we figured them out. I can’t take all the credit, however. This knowledge was mostly gained from a book named “The Happiest Baby On the Block”, which I would highly recommend to any new-ish parent. The doctor who writes it is a horrible writer, and obviously tries to beef up the core thesis of his ideas with a bunch of words like “The Cuddle Cure”, but I promise that the actual information within is solid.
We learned about the existence of said book during prenatal classes while my wife was pregnant, and decided that we didn’t really need any of that hippy crap. Eleven o’ clock on the second day of that second week however, found us at the local Barnes and Noble, baby and bags under our eyes in tow. Please, if you’re a new or soon to be parent, do yourself a favor and buy this book. You may never need it, but I promise you that at 2 am, after your eardrums are bleeding and you’re pondering just how easy adoption is, it’s a truly friendly face.
See you next time!
This is important to note because as babies get older their behaviour changes. There are several identifiable stages to a baby’s development.
Most pregnancy and early childcare books would have you believe that these stages are as follows;
Stage 1) Baby.
A baby, to these books writer’s minds, is your adorable offspring.
This is the product of your last nine months of exhaustion, and you have earned this joy. Babies are capable of making noises after a few weeks, and even smiling, isn’t that grand? Other things babies are capable of are recognizing their parent’s voices, focusing on black and white imagery, and melting the heart of the mother.
Stage 2) Walking.
The second stage, walking is characterized by a baby being able to walk. A walking baby is capable of making noises, eating solid foods, and, of course, walking. This is usually where these books wish you a fond farewell and good luck on your joyful journey into
The realities, as you might be expecting, are somewhat more intricate than that.
I) Newborn
A newborn is characterized chiefly by being able to breathe. Note that I say “able” to breathe. They are not particularly good at it. Newborn babies snuffle, snort, squeak and sneeze. Newborns are also able to eat. You will also note that I do not use the word “capable” here at all. While it is possible for them to do so, “capable” is not a word that describes, in any adequacy, a newborn baby’s capacity for eating.
In short, breastfeeding is not as instinctual as you might want it to be.
A newborn baby is characterized by the two above activities, punctuated by a deposit or two of the most vile spackle on the face of the planet Earth, known as meconium.
II) Less-New-Born
A less-new-born is about two weeks old, Characterized by the above, coupled with a change in the colour of the poop. Instead of being meconium, the stuff yellows to a mustardy goop, which has the special property of being almost magnetically attracted to baby feet. Specifically socks. Never before in my life had I imagined we would go through so many damned baby socks. A baby at this stage is also capable of screaming until she turns a color reminiscent of the Kool-Aid man.
More than once I expected the Crimson Crusader to burst through my wall and demand that I return his infant, punctuated by a hearty “OH YEAH!”.
oh no!
I imagine that this is less an effect of the crying, and more some sort of latent ability of humankind, not unlike that of the noble Jackson’s Chameleon. A baby at this stage is capable of changing colours, starting with a bright blue and rapidly shifting through spectrum blending in with things such as brick walls, fire engines, and that elevator in The Shining.
III) Less-Less-New-Born.
This is the stage my daughter is at now. My daughter is now comfortable enough to say “goo” (which I assure you is not simply a sterotype, I honestly thought that my wife was the one making the noise, articulate as it was.), giggle, smile, and spray her urine at her parents as though she was prepping her changing table for use as a slip n’ slide.
I mention most of this, because it is important to know that human babies are extraordinarily Stupid. As mentioned before, the basic animal instincts of “eat, fornicate, and get the hell out of the way” are there, but babies just can’t do anything about it. You see, Mother Nature, in all her glory, finally gifted human women with the amazing ability to die less when they gave birth. “How,” you might ask, “did Mother Nature accomplish this glorious task?”. To which I would answer, “You know how men get laughed at for pre-mature ejaculation? That’s just a trial run, baby, have another vodka tonic.”.
Babies, when they are born, are dumped out of the comfort of the womb about 3 months too damn early. Effectively, the bun from your oven is still doughy on the inside. In doing this, your baby’s head is significantly smaller than it will be three months later, and instead of being split open like the Reach Toothbrush Fliptop Head Guy, a mother gets the lovely parting gift of simply being torn open like a packet of airline peanuts. Ain’t Nature lovely?
There are several interesting things to know about this. The first is that most of the world is blissfully unaware of this fact. They do not know to tell you that your baby is fundamentally useless to you or to even herself during this period. As a matter of fact, the biggest detriment to your baby at this time is herself. She’s used to being packed in a waterbed, a thumb always at the ready for sucking, and a heavy metal soundtrack playing right in her ear every single second of every single day. Instinctually, she knows that that is the way things are supposed to be. So when we American idiot parents lay a baby to rest in a quiet room on her back, she wakes up to think that she’s fallen out of the womb, and cant even look behind her properly to see the bed she’s laying on to correct that notion. Add this, to her noting that she’s all alone with no thumb in her face, her theme music is gone, and she’s all of a sudden feeling like something has gone horribly wrong.
You probably noticed that I mention Americans above. I do this for a reason, but really when I say that, I mean industrialized “modern”, westernized cultures. We have, for some inane reason, decided that we don’t really like the idea of continuing the species that much, because it’s just too inconvenient. The companies we work for don’t have the time to deal with their employee’s snot nosed brats or the time that those employees selfishly steal from them in order to attend the heat seeking knee gremlin’s every whim.
So, in order to maintain the standard of living to which you have become accustomed, namely, having the ability to eat Food, our children need to come second next to Work. For this purpose, these cultures have evolved a very special retardation of the brain that makes us think that a near-fetus should be able to sleep through the night in an environment completely unfamiliar to them. It’s like the whole of these cultures somehow turned into X-Men with the special mutant power of “Act Like Babies Are Supposed To Want To Get Left To The Dingoes.”.
This needless to say, is incorrect. So called “primitive” cultures do a damn fine job raising their young, and in fact, many have never developed a word analogous to “colic”. This is in large part due to the fact that mothers tightly bind their children (similar to the tightness of the womb) , wear them and go about their daily lives (swaying them like they would be in the womb), and allow them to listen to the cacophony of daily life (you see where this is going.).
Keeping all of those things in mind has made parenting a cinch since we figured them out. I can’t take all the credit, however. This knowledge was mostly gained from a book named “The Happiest Baby On the Block”, which I would highly recommend to any new-ish parent. The doctor who writes it is a horrible writer, and obviously tries to beef up the core thesis of his ideas with a bunch of words like “The Cuddle Cure”, but I promise that the actual information within is solid.
We learned about the existence of said book during prenatal classes while my wife was pregnant, and decided that we didn’t really need any of that hippy crap. Eleven o’ clock on the second day of that second week however, found us at the local Barnes and Noble, baby and bags under our eyes in tow. Please, if you’re a new or soon to be parent, do yourself a favor and buy this book. You may never need it, but I promise you that at 2 am, after your eardrums are bleeding and you’re pondering just how easy adoption is, it’s a truly friendly face.
See you next time!
Friday, October 26, 2007
Dr. Strangelove, or, How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Baby.
Hello,
It's been about three weeks since my daughter was born, and I've spent very little time at the computer, hence my lack of updates. I appreciate all of you being understanding about my lack of individual replies, I do read each and every one, and if you're on my friends list, there's a damn good reason.
So, speaking of which, this is going to be a rather long, hopefully not too rambling post. Some of the opinions, thoughts, and expressions in this post may disturb you slightly. If you're weak of stomach or have an idealized view of babyhood you may get uncomfortable.
I've decided to be rather frank in my discussion of this, quite simply because I think there are those of you that will benefit from my honest perspective. Some of you don't have, and never plan on having children. Some of you have children and are veteran parents that have much to teach me. Others still are mere weeks, days or months away from being where I am now, typing softly on a keyboard at 5 am, with a just barely sleeping baby resting on your lap, twitching your legs despite the muscle fatigue for fear that any disturbance in your rhythmic movements will wake your new overlord and master.
To the first and last groups, I need to begin by telling you this, as it is a fundamental understanding you need to have. Not only for your own futures, dealing with other human beings, but also appreciating what your parents went through with you.
Essential Truth #1- Babies Destroy Man.
Bill Cosby has an oft-celebrated comedy routine called "Fatherhood", wherein he describes how two intellectuals holding PhDs, himself and his wife, have a baby, and are reduced to "oggie-woogie baby need a widdew poopy change" style speech. This, while true in a fashion, is not an accurate view of child rearing. Rather, the truth is a bit darker than this, and doesn’t make for quite the mass-appeal comedic routine.
You see, a baby knows no mercy. No remorse. No logic, reason, kindness, compassion, or even basic expression of most human emotions. At first, it’s single, solitary way of expressing anything other than complete satisfaction is an ear-piercing shriek several decibels over that of a lawn mower, usually directly at your face. Imagine, if you will, someone that you have never met before, screaming in your damn face for over four hours straight, at the top of their lungs. Never ceasing, barely even breaking to draw in breath for another banshee-like wail. This is the most accurate description I can give you of the first two days of the second week of a baby’s life.
The first week is much simpler, of course. As a baby is born it’s “turned off” more or less, and that first week is time for it to charge its batteries and prepare to soften concrete, bend support beams in skyscrapers, and destroy most of Neo-Tokyo (I made an anime joke there) with its unhappiness about the fact that it has, again, shit all over itself.
All of this, in and of itself, wouldn’t be that big of a deal (unless you live in Neo-Tokyo) if it weren’t for one stupid, horrible fact. It’s your baby.
Babies, by design (evolution motherfuckers, hell yeah), have this cry that sets off a specific trigger in their parents. Sure, other people hate the sound of a baby’s cry too. It is, after all a loud, near ceaseless, high pitched sound that usually you can’t quite get away from. But to the parents of that baby, it’s something special. A gift, if you will, from Mother Nature is that a baby’s cry is specifically designed to set its parent’s teeth on edge, and cause them grief. You see, in nature, it would be a hint that the mother needs to remember to pick up its young and maybe put some food in its horrible little mouth so the other ape-people can get some fucking rest.
However, the wonders of modern society such as work, school, and my shiny new XBOX 360 mean that occasionally you want to put this adorable little lump of flesh down for a few seconds of non-back breaking peace. In America, and most westernized countries we’re supposed to be able to do this occasionally. When most people even think of babies, their third thought (after poop, after screaming) is usually one of an adorable little tiny human, tucked safely into a crib, snoozing away. For some newborns, this is easily the case, and those are lucky parents indeed. For most real parents however, babies, in their first three months, who notice that they’re alone in a crib, flailing and unmoving, flat on their backs and unable to change it, freak right the fuck out. Which of course cues the parental freak-out, and the circle of life continues (If you’ve ever seen The Fifth Element, and, like me, practically memorized Zorg’s speech about destruction causing chaos, you know exactly the kind of chain reaction I mean.). The screaming begins, and the parental checklist is brought out.
This checklist is often as follows;
“Is she hungry? Did she poop? Did she pee? Is she uncomfortable? Did I break her? Is this the time when we’re just supposed to let her cry? Holy shit what if I did break her? Why won’t she shut up? Did you try feeding her? What? I can’t hear you over the Jet Engine in my ear. Screw you I was just trying to help. I know but I just don’t know what’s wrong! Jesus should we go to the emergency room? Yeah I guess so. Get the Diaper bag just in case. Oh God in Heaven I swear I will go to church every single Sunday for the rest of my life if only you make her be okay. Oh she just burped, and she’s just staring at us like we’re idiots now. Hey God you know I might miss a Sunday or two, that’s okay right?”
It is impossible for any human being to take proper care of a baby, and not be reduced to a complete moron at at least one point in the process. Four nights ago, my little girl was screaming at the top of her lungs, and my wife needed a break. I decided to be useful while I was pacing about with the baby in a sling, and got ready to go to the grocery store. I started the car, to warm it up, and because I didn’t want any strange homeless people stealing my child (that I didn’t want someone to take her at that point is the truest sign of insanity), I locked my drivers side door. From there, I moved around to the rear passenger side door, and after about 20 minutes managed to get my screaming heap of fleshling genetic code strapped into the car seat. Again, not wanting anyone to walk off with my baby, I locked this door. I then went back around to get in the front seat to drive off to the store and be productive, only to realize that my screaming, cold, terrified infant baby girl was locked in my car, safe from homeless man and parent alike. My wife, who I’d “given a break” staggered half naked to the back door with the keys, and was, thank the good Lord, too out of it to realize what her idiot husband had done.
This is the kind of thing that happens to parents. Perfectly reasonable people are reduced to this sort of thing on an almost daily basis. You need to also bear in mind that all of this comes right along with all the regular, everyday things like trying to do laundry (which I’ve never been good at to begin with), the dishes, and God-forbid, some actual homework.
But it’s all worth it when she’s not crying because you love her, right?
Essential Truth #2 – You do not love your baby.
When you first met the love of your life, it was very likely not obvious. Even if you really, really liked that person, actually saying “I love you” probably took at least a few more jello shots. Over time, you got to know them. Their habits, their likes, their dislikes, the fact that she leaves dishes all over the house, and all of these different aspects collect until you know a person well enough to love them.
You don’t know your baby. Partially because they are new, and partially because they have little to no personality to know.
Sorry, all of those nifty little greeting cards and TV movies are horribly fucking wrong. I need to reiterate. You do not love your newborn baby. You don’t, for large swaths of time, even like your newborn baby. At this point, your newborn baby represents a gigantic inconvenience to your life, and everything you ever want to do. I don’t mean fancy things like “learn to paint”. I mean basic things, like, you know, eating.
Now, you know you should love your newborn baby, because that’s what all those greeting card TV specials and cheeky American comedies with that dry witted British guy have told you. Especially at those times when she’s in what’s called the “quiet-alert” period. This is when they are staring around at the world, wide eyed and wonderful, almost the ideal baby.
A new parent knows differently however. The baby being awake is A Bad Thing. This “quiet-alert” stage is best thought of as this;
You see, the reason you don’t get a feeling of peace or serenity from this picture is because you know what’s fucking coming. Much like someone who winces when he looks at a closed fist after having been punched in the face several times, you can associate an image with a result. You see, even though you’ve been reduced to a useless idiot, you still have the basic animal pain instinct.
I don’t watch a lot of television, but I have friends who do. They’ve told me that recently here in Denver, the gub’mint has been stepping up the Public Service Announcements discouraging baby shaking. Up until about two weeks ago, both my wife and I saw the entire thing as one huge tragedy. “Who the hell would shake a baby?” we’d say to each other, a look of shock and vague amusement at the misfortune of those weaker of wills than ourselves (don’t get all high and mighty with me here People, you have the same wicked joys sometimes, we all do.).
Three AM, on a Wednesday night, having someone Who You Do Not Love scream in your face for four hours is incentive to shake a fucking baby. (Uncomfortable moment coming) You start to come up with plans to rent a paint shaking machine from Home Depot, just to make sure the job is done right. (Uncomfortable moment over.)
This is where society comes in to save the life of your child, and indeed, has likely actually saved the human race from complete extinction due to baby shaking. Shaking your baby gets you in trouble. It’s honestly not so much that you don’t want to end this horrible, teeth grating, nails-on-a-blackboard-times-one-fucking-million sound, any way humanly possible, from bags to hammers to the lathe in the metal shop of the nearest high school. It’s that you know you’re going to be in a heap of trouble the second you do. That’s right buddy. Likely a good portion of the reason that your mother didn’t kill you when you were young was a good ol’ helping of “what would the neighbors think?”. Think about that next time you’re ticked off at lawmakers.
Speaking of your Mother (see what I did there?), brings us to my next point. Luckily for you, it’s a little more upbeat.
Essential Truth #3 – Everyone has done this.
In the afternoons, when I’m at my most lucid, I will think about my child’s future. This is a vastly humbling experience. Not in so much that I’m worried about college, or my daughter’s potential suitors, but more that I’m cleaning the fecal matter out of her vagina, behind which lay her ovaries. Six months ago (approximately) she got eggs in those tiny ovaries. That means that any potential grandchildren I may have are halfway there already.
Thinking about potential grandchildren leads me to think of my daughter eventually having sex, which of course, as a modern parent, leads me to the terrifying thought of teenage sex and pregnancy. I think of myself as a teenager, and my attitude, how cocky I was and how much I mouthed off to my own mother. And now, I’m thinking, how can anyone be so full of themselves with someone who has cleaned shit off of their genitals?
Everyone you see. Every last, single human entity on the face of this planet (except possibly test tube babies but they aren’t common enough to worry about…yet.), has been here. Whether their mothers or fathers did a very good job of it or not is all up to life, the universe, and everything. The fundamental truth still lies there, however. Everyone you meet has shit on their own genitals at one point in time. Everyone you meet, everyone you shake hands with, have sex with, hate, love, vote for, vote against, shoot, rape, kill, convict, execute, admire, lust after, model yourself after, or clean up after, has been grown in the uterus of a woman. Either thrust violently, three months too early, through a tube, one to four centimeters smaller than their head, or had that woman’s abdominal wall sliced open, organs moved aside and been drawn out by the cold rubber gloves of someone they may never meet again. Every, last, single person.
Think of this as you speak to others.
Essential Truth #4 – There is Shit They do not tell you.
About three days after my daughter was born (or was it four? They all blend together), I was acting like a good dad, and changing yet another diaper. I opened this coffin for feces expecting the usual smorgasbord of sights, smells, and even occasionally sound, and I wasn’t disappointed to find a veritable battlefield of mustard yellow poop speckled with bits of white here and there (milk curds from her mother!). However, this time, my daughter had given me a very special surprise. Nestled there among the rolling hills of amber was about an eyedropper of the most terrifying fluid to a new parent. Blood.
When a baby is in the uterus, it is flooded day in and day out with hormones from its mother. This causes it’s genitals to become engorged, and even causes the breasts to plump up and form small breast buds. We were informed of this by our very helpful nurses and told that this swelling should go down in just a few days. Easing the worries of a new dad, they also told me that there might be a bit of milky discharge due to these hormones and that it was nothing to worry about. What they did not mention to her father, was that as these hormones go down in baby girls, it actually triggers the baby’s very first (and last for about a decade or so) period. What not telling a father that blood will be leaking from his daughters vagina will do, is cause some poor fucker a heart attack and won’t they just feel awful then? Jerks.
Essential Truth #5 – A pacifier is not an Off Button.
From nearly the moment that my daughter was born, she could be nearly instantly calmed by the insertion of her mother’s or my pinky finger in her mouth. While this proved to be a very useful aid in Not Killing Our Baby, after a while we realized that having your finger plugged into the baby at all hours impeded important tasks such as typing, diaper changing, showering (ourselves), sleeping and playing Puzzle Fighter HD online on XBOX Live Arcade. (Username : Fishdinner27 )
In light of this, we decided to maybe give pacifiers a try. While we’d been warned that occasionally babies didn’t have a strong enough sucking reflex right off, we had not been warned that the insertion of the pacifier into the mouth of the baby would cause instant disgust on the face of the baby, followed by an intensification of aforementioned Neo-Tokyo destroying screams. At this point, Godzilla actually knocked on our window and asked us very politely if there was anything we could do to quiet her down, as he had a busy day at the office tomorrow.
Back to the finger. We are now convinced that our baby overlord is only satisfied by the taste of parental suffering and desperation.
At least we know that she’s our baby.
Essential Truth #6 – Babies are born too early.
Human babies are born about a trimester earlier than they should be. Why is this? Humans have huge brains. Most animals can walk, talk, and run the fuck away from scary shit a few minutes to a few days after they’re born. However, they don’t really tend to do a whole lot else for the rest of their lives. There was a time when that was the case for human beings also. As they evolved though, humans’ heads got bigger and bigger to fit bigger and bigger brains. Eventually this got to the point where they killed mothers more often than not in childbirth. So, somewhere along the line, something caused the human body to get smart and push the ejection seat button about two to three weeks after that head has gotten to the “just too big for your actual vagina” point. What this means is that the babies human beings give birth to are very, very stupid.
Human babies have, as I’d mentioned before, ONE method of real communication. They retain this single ability for a very long time, in animal terms. They cannot walk, they cannot talk, and they cannot run the fuck away from scary shit for about the average full lifespan of a Red Breasted Robin. This means that human babies need a lot more attention, a lot more saving, and a lot more fucking headaches than just about any other animal baby. This also means that the cherished, beautiful, happy baby you’ve dreamed of having (or dreamed of others having, or expected others to have, or whatever) is a FUCKING LIE. A human baby is more or less useless. A human baby, in its first three months of life is more or less still a fetus. One you can touch and hold and have to clean the poop off of, sure, but otherwise still a fetus. Any sort of joy that you may have expected playing adorable little games with your baby will have to wait, because until that three month mark, she will likely do little other than eat, sleep, poop, or terrify the living hell out of you. Sometimes they combine all of these, but even still, any interaction you have with them is purely out-of-context in what passes for their little minds.
For you new or soon to be parents though, I have managed to compile a list of things a newborn baby is useful for, and included it in this document for your use.
1. Paperweight (only when swaddled tightly).
2. Weight.
3. Counterweight for grocery bags.
4. Relationship fight starter.
5. Counter to caffeine.
6. Anti-Theft Alarm (only works at night).
7. Hole that you throw money into to watch it vanish into the blackness never to be seen again and oh God I’m so poor how will I ever afford to feed this thing?
8. Neurosis inducer.
9. Restaurant Meal Buying Grandparents attractor.
10. Free pass to be a jerk to just about anyone (“man I’m sorry I yelled at you, my daughter was just born three weeks ago.”)
11. Hot chick attractor.
12. Vomit squirt gun.
13. Poop squirt gun.
14. Pee squirt gun.
15. Wife’s breasts maker-bigger-er.
I’ve now spent about two hours bouncing my baby girl on my lap, and it’s getting time for her to eat. I can tell because she’s smacking her lips, even as she sleeps, no doubt dreaming that her servants will bring her more food, and more of the sweet suffering she so desires.
And just so you know the face of the monster I am battling, I’ve included a picture below of the little monster as she’s being burped after having been topped off with poop-fuel.
Okay, so maybe I do love her.
But just a little.
It's been about three weeks since my daughter was born, and I've spent very little time at the computer, hence my lack of updates. I appreciate all of you being understanding about my lack of individual replies, I do read each and every one, and if you're on my friends list, there's a damn good reason.
So, speaking of which, this is going to be a rather long, hopefully not too rambling post. Some of the opinions, thoughts, and expressions in this post may disturb you slightly. If you're weak of stomach or have an idealized view of babyhood you may get uncomfortable.
I've decided to be rather frank in my discussion of this, quite simply because I think there are those of you that will benefit from my honest perspective. Some of you don't have, and never plan on having children. Some of you have children and are veteran parents that have much to teach me. Others still are mere weeks, days or months away from being where I am now, typing softly on a keyboard at 5 am, with a just barely sleeping baby resting on your lap, twitching your legs despite the muscle fatigue for fear that any disturbance in your rhythmic movements will wake your new overlord and master.
To the first and last groups, I need to begin by telling you this, as it is a fundamental understanding you need to have. Not only for your own futures, dealing with other human beings, but also appreciating what your parents went through with you.
Essential Truth #1- Babies Destroy Man.
Bill Cosby has an oft-celebrated comedy routine called "Fatherhood", wherein he describes how two intellectuals holding PhDs, himself and his wife, have a baby, and are reduced to "oggie-woogie baby need a widdew poopy change" style speech. This, while true in a fashion, is not an accurate view of child rearing. Rather, the truth is a bit darker than this, and doesn’t make for quite the mass-appeal comedic routine.
You see, a baby knows no mercy. No remorse. No logic, reason, kindness, compassion, or even basic expression of most human emotions. At first, it’s single, solitary way of expressing anything other than complete satisfaction is an ear-piercing shriek several decibels over that of a lawn mower, usually directly at your face. Imagine, if you will, someone that you have never met before, screaming in your damn face for over four hours straight, at the top of their lungs. Never ceasing, barely even breaking to draw in breath for another banshee-like wail. This is the most accurate description I can give you of the first two days of the second week of a baby’s life.
The first week is much simpler, of course. As a baby is born it’s “turned off” more or less, and that first week is time for it to charge its batteries and prepare to soften concrete, bend support beams in skyscrapers, and destroy most of Neo-Tokyo (I made an anime joke there) with its unhappiness about the fact that it has, again, shit all over itself.
All of this, in and of itself, wouldn’t be that big of a deal (unless you live in Neo-Tokyo) if it weren’t for one stupid, horrible fact. It’s your baby.
Babies, by design (evolution motherfuckers, hell yeah), have this cry that sets off a specific trigger in their parents. Sure, other people hate the sound of a baby’s cry too. It is, after all a loud, near ceaseless, high pitched sound that usually you can’t quite get away from. But to the parents of that baby, it’s something special. A gift, if you will, from Mother Nature is that a baby’s cry is specifically designed to set its parent’s teeth on edge, and cause them grief. You see, in nature, it would be a hint that the mother needs to remember to pick up its young and maybe put some food in its horrible little mouth so the other ape-people can get some fucking rest.
However, the wonders of modern society such as work, school, and my shiny new XBOX 360 mean that occasionally you want to put this adorable little lump of flesh down for a few seconds of non-back breaking peace. In America, and most westernized countries we’re supposed to be able to do this occasionally. When most people even think of babies, their third thought (after poop, after screaming) is usually one of an adorable little tiny human, tucked safely into a crib, snoozing away. For some newborns, this is easily the case, and those are lucky parents indeed. For most real parents however, babies, in their first three months, who notice that they’re alone in a crib, flailing and unmoving, flat on their backs and unable to change it, freak right the fuck out. Which of course cues the parental freak-out, and the circle of life continues (If you’ve ever seen The Fifth Element, and, like me, practically memorized Zorg’s speech about destruction causing chaos, you know exactly the kind of chain reaction I mean.). The screaming begins, and the parental checklist is brought out.
This checklist is often as follows;
“Is she hungry? Did she poop? Did she pee? Is she uncomfortable? Did I break her? Is this the time when we’re just supposed to let her cry? Holy shit what if I did break her? Why won’t she shut up? Did you try feeding her? What? I can’t hear you over the Jet Engine in my ear. Screw you I was just trying to help. I know but I just don’t know what’s wrong! Jesus should we go to the emergency room? Yeah I guess so. Get the Diaper bag just in case. Oh God in Heaven I swear I will go to church every single Sunday for the rest of my life if only you make her be okay. Oh she just burped, and she’s just staring at us like we’re idiots now. Hey God you know I might miss a Sunday or two, that’s okay right?”
It is impossible for any human being to take proper care of a baby, and not be reduced to a complete moron at at least one point in the process. Four nights ago, my little girl was screaming at the top of her lungs, and my wife needed a break. I decided to be useful while I was pacing about with the baby in a sling, and got ready to go to the grocery store. I started the car, to warm it up, and because I didn’t want any strange homeless people stealing my child (that I didn’t want someone to take her at that point is the truest sign of insanity), I locked my drivers side door. From there, I moved around to the rear passenger side door, and after about 20 minutes managed to get my screaming heap of fleshling genetic code strapped into the car seat. Again, not wanting anyone to walk off with my baby, I locked this door. I then went back around to get in the front seat to drive off to the store and be productive, only to realize that my screaming, cold, terrified infant baby girl was locked in my car, safe from homeless man and parent alike. My wife, who I’d “given a break” staggered half naked to the back door with the keys, and was, thank the good Lord, too out of it to realize what her idiot husband had done.
This is the kind of thing that happens to parents. Perfectly reasonable people are reduced to this sort of thing on an almost daily basis. You need to also bear in mind that all of this comes right along with all the regular, everyday things like trying to do laundry (which I’ve never been good at to begin with), the dishes, and God-forbid, some actual homework.
But it’s all worth it when she’s not crying because you love her, right?
Essential Truth #2 – You do not love your baby.
When you first met the love of your life, it was very likely not obvious. Even if you really, really liked that person, actually saying “I love you” probably took at least a few more jello shots. Over time, you got to know them. Their habits, their likes, their dislikes, the fact that she leaves dishes all over the house, and all of these different aspects collect until you know a person well enough to love them.
You don’t know your baby. Partially because they are new, and partially because they have little to no personality to know.
Sorry, all of those nifty little greeting cards and TV movies are horribly fucking wrong. I need to reiterate. You do not love your newborn baby. You don’t, for large swaths of time, even like your newborn baby. At this point, your newborn baby represents a gigantic inconvenience to your life, and everything you ever want to do. I don’t mean fancy things like “learn to paint”. I mean basic things, like, you know, eating.
Now, you know you should love your newborn baby, because that’s what all those greeting card TV specials and cheeky American comedies with that dry witted British guy have told you. Especially at those times when she’s in what’s called the “quiet-alert” period. This is when they are staring around at the world, wide eyed and wonderful, almost the ideal baby.
A new parent knows differently however. The baby being awake is A Bad Thing. This “quiet-alert” stage is best thought of as this;
You see, the reason you don’t get a feeling of peace or serenity from this picture is because you know what’s fucking coming. Much like someone who winces when he looks at a closed fist after having been punched in the face several times, you can associate an image with a result. You see, even though you’ve been reduced to a useless idiot, you still have the basic animal pain instinct.
I don’t watch a lot of television, but I have friends who do. They’ve told me that recently here in Denver, the gub’mint has been stepping up the Public Service Announcements discouraging baby shaking. Up until about two weeks ago, both my wife and I saw the entire thing as one huge tragedy. “Who the hell would shake a baby?” we’d say to each other, a look of shock and vague amusement at the misfortune of those weaker of wills than ourselves (don’t get all high and mighty with me here People, you have the same wicked joys sometimes, we all do.).
Three AM, on a Wednesday night, having someone Who You Do Not Love scream in your face for four hours is incentive to shake a fucking baby. (Uncomfortable moment coming) You start to come up with plans to rent a paint shaking machine from Home Depot, just to make sure the job is done right. (Uncomfortable moment over.)
This is where society comes in to save the life of your child, and indeed, has likely actually saved the human race from complete extinction due to baby shaking. Shaking your baby gets you in trouble. It’s honestly not so much that you don’t want to end this horrible, teeth grating, nails-on-a-blackboard-times-one-fucking-million sound, any way humanly possible, from bags to hammers to the lathe in the metal shop of the nearest high school. It’s that you know you’re going to be in a heap of trouble the second you do. That’s right buddy. Likely a good portion of the reason that your mother didn’t kill you when you were young was a good ol’ helping of “what would the neighbors think?”. Think about that next time you’re ticked off at lawmakers.
Speaking of your Mother (see what I did there?), brings us to my next point. Luckily for you, it’s a little more upbeat.
Essential Truth #3 – Everyone has done this.
In the afternoons, when I’m at my most lucid, I will think about my child’s future. This is a vastly humbling experience. Not in so much that I’m worried about college, or my daughter’s potential suitors, but more that I’m cleaning the fecal matter out of her vagina, behind which lay her ovaries. Six months ago (approximately) she got eggs in those tiny ovaries. That means that any potential grandchildren I may have are halfway there already.
Thinking about potential grandchildren leads me to think of my daughter eventually having sex, which of course, as a modern parent, leads me to the terrifying thought of teenage sex and pregnancy. I think of myself as a teenager, and my attitude, how cocky I was and how much I mouthed off to my own mother. And now, I’m thinking, how can anyone be so full of themselves with someone who has cleaned shit off of their genitals?
Everyone you see. Every last, single human entity on the face of this planet (except possibly test tube babies but they aren’t common enough to worry about…yet.), has been here. Whether their mothers or fathers did a very good job of it or not is all up to life, the universe, and everything. The fundamental truth still lies there, however. Everyone you meet has shit on their own genitals at one point in time. Everyone you meet, everyone you shake hands with, have sex with, hate, love, vote for, vote against, shoot, rape, kill, convict, execute, admire, lust after, model yourself after, or clean up after, has been grown in the uterus of a woman. Either thrust violently, three months too early, through a tube, one to four centimeters smaller than their head, or had that woman’s abdominal wall sliced open, organs moved aside and been drawn out by the cold rubber gloves of someone they may never meet again. Every, last, single person.
Think of this as you speak to others.
Essential Truth #4 – There is Shit They do not tell you.
About three days after my daughter was born (or was it four? They all blend together), I was acting like a good dad, and changing yet another diaper. I opened this coffin for feces expecting the usual smorgasbord of sights, smells, and even occasionally sound, and I wasn’t disappointed to find a veritable battlefield of mustard yellow poop speckled with bits of white here and there (milk curds from her mother!). However, this time, my daughter had given me a very special surprise. Nestled there among the rolling hills of amber was about an eyedropper of the most terrifying fluid to a new parent. Blood.
When a baby is in the uterus, it is flooded day in and day out with hormones from its mother. This causes it’s genitals to become engorged, and even causes the breasts to plump up and form small breast buds. We were informed of this by our very helpful nurses and told that this swelling should go down in just a few days. Easing the worries of a new dad, they also told me that there might be a bit of milky discharge due to these hormones and that it was nothing to worry about. What they did not mention to her father, was that as these hormones go down in baby girls, it actually triggers the baby’s very first (and last for about a decade or so) period. What not telling a father that blood will be leaking from his daughters vagina will do, is cause some poor fucker a heart attack and won’t they just feel awful then? Jerks.
Essential Truth #5 – A pacifier is not an Off Button.
From nearly the moment that my daughter was born, she could be nearly instantly calmed by the insertion of her mother’s or my pinky finger in her mouth. While this proved to be a very useful aid in Not Killing Our Baby, after a while we realized that having your finger plugged into the baby at all hours impeded important tasks such as typing, diaper changing, showering (ourselves), sleeping and playing Puzzle Fighter HD online on XBOX Live Arcade. (Username : Fishdinner27 )
In light of this, we decided to maybe give pacifiers a try. While we’d been warned that occasionally babies didn’t have a strong enough sucking reflex right off, we had not been warned that the insertion of the pacifier into the mouth of the baby would cause instant disgust on the face of the baby, followed by an intensification of aforementioned Neo-Tokyo destroying screams. At this point, Godzilla actually knocked on our window and asked us very politely if there was anything we could do to quiet her down, as he had a busy day at the office tomorrow.
Back to the finger. We are now convinced that our baby overlord is only satisfied by the taste of parental suffering and desperation.
At least we know that she’s our baby.
Essential Truth #6 – Babies are born too early.
Human babies are born about a trimester earlier than they should be. Why is this? Humans have huge brains. Most animals can walk, talk, and run the fuck away from scary shit a few minutes to a few days after they’re born. However, they don’t really tend to do a whole lot else for the rest of their lives. There was a time when that was the case for human beings also. As they evolved though, humans’ heads got bigger and bigger to fit bigger and bigger brains. Eventually this got to the point where they killed mothers more often than not in childbirth. So, somewhere along the line, something caused the human body to get smart and push the ejection seat button about two to three weeks after that head has gotten to the “just too big for your actual vagina” point. What this means is that the babies human beings give birth to are very, very stupid.
Human babies have, as I’d mentioned before, ONE method of real communication. They retain this single ability for a very long time, in animal terms. They cannot walk, they cannot talk, and they cannot run the fuck away from scary shit for about the average full lifespan of a Red Breasted Robin. This means that human babies need a lot more attention, a lot more saving, and a lot more fucking headaches than just about any other animal baby. This also means that the cherished, beautiful, happy baby you’ve dreamed of having (or dreamed of others having, or expected others to have, or whatever) is a FUCKING LIE. A human baby is more or less useless. A human baby, in its first three months of life is more or less still a fetus. One you can touch and hold and have to clean the poop off of, sure, but otherwise still a fetus. Any sort of joy that you may have expected playing adorable little games with your baby will have to wait, because until that three month mark, she will likely do little other than eat, sleep, poop, or terrify the living hell out of you. Sometimes they combine all of these, but even still, any interaction you have with them is purely out-of-context in what passes for their little minds.
For you new or soon to be parents though, I have managed to compile a list of things a newborn baby is useful for, and included it in this document for your use.
1. Paperweight (only when swaddled tightly).
2. Weight.
3. Counterweight for grocery bags.
4. Relationship fight starter.
5. Counter to caffeine.
6. Anti-Theft Alarm (only works at night).
7. Hole that you throw money into to watch it vanish into the blackness never to be seen again and oh God I’m so poor how will I ever afford to feed this thing?
8. Neurosis inducer.
9. Restaurant Meal Buying Grandparents attractor.
10. Free pass to be a jerk to just about anyone (“man I’m sorry I yelled at you, my daughter was just born three weeks ago.”)
11. Hot chick attractor.
12. Vomit squirt gun.
13. Poop squirt gun.
14. Pee squirt gun.
15. Wife’s breasts maker-bigger-er.
I’ve now spent about two hours bouncing my baby girl on my lap, and it’s getting time for her to eat. I can tell because she’s smacking her lips, even as she sleeps, no doubt dreaming that her servants will bring her more food, and more of the sweet suffering she so desires.
And just so you know the face of the monster I am battling, I’ve included a picture below of the little monster as she’s being burped after having been topped off with poop-fuel.
Okay, so maybe I do love her.
But just a little.
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